izyaaaaan .

HEEEHE.

2010-11-05T16:53:00.000+08:00

You've tried your best, i appreciated it. Thank you, takecare ♥ . There's a lot of things i'm weak at, like .. i can't express my feelings that well, i'm not that brave, i don't like being forced it will bring hatred to you. I've remind you, again & again but you .. won't .. listen, nyet tul =.= but whatever it is, your the best i ever had.

Something came up, i've got to go. I miss tree'o . i ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ you, poopie!

8th 8th 8th!

2010-11-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

for now, life is absolutely good i guess? :) I'll summarize it ~~

camp was great!
had 6th,7th months with poopie ♥!
the 8th coming soon!
i just realized that I'm actually, quite brave, hahahaha!
first etc.
will be busy this whole holiday , that's sad okay.
i got promoted, to sec 4n
half of class did get up, half of class, i cant say anything :(
will be looking forward for next year.
trying to forget about the past, which is still in progress
tree o reunion, for god sake please make it happen!
kay bye.

peace. :D

sixth.

2010-10-10T20:02:00.000+08:00

i l♥ve you.

stress .

2010-10-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

this is how i look now. :(

clearly stated, seriously.

maths stress
maths stress
relieved, english is over.
monday - malay
damn! D:
i need help , in Geo .
& social studies.
zomg.
i love you , bbbbbbbbbbbbbbabi. :D!
i miss maplek and londeh.
hahahahahahh!
okey, nak study, bye .

s-o-l-o.

2010-10-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

because i rather be solo.

i'll not say yes.

2010-10-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

i didn't come to school today :( but i did study @ home for SEVEN HOURS, like as if i'm in school like that kan? -.- after this & that, i went online and now blogging. ohyeah* MY BESTIE IS IN LOVE . now for real, i'm jealous :( okey. He's calling, blog next time. oh, believe it or not i miss ______ of us !! WAIT TILL I SAY YES!

after five months.

2010-10-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

hi. i'm back, after five months. wow kan? & all the past post are still ALIVE, cool shit! *jakon! heee~ i know right! o-k , move on! Today's Saturday, * happy birthday, monkey = Hazmi's <3<3 since my bestfriends, are now addicted to blogger, i should follow too kan!? okey, sikit je, taknak lebih lebih. ^^ till here, good night, assalammualaikum, 안녕 곧 당신을보고.

2010-06-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

my new add email ; n.izyn@hotmail.com
the ersatzlove@hotmail.com , kena hacked, can sign in anymore. Sorry for the troublesome. don't want add, then don't add fcukers, just kidding. :D

add me or leave .

2010-06-13T22:38:00.001+08:00

oh hi. i'm back from cambodia. wont be putting new tagboard. I'm deleting blog soon. I'm already toooo lazy to update this thang. So yeah, anything to debate/fight/talk/SPAM? add me ; ersatzlove@hotmail.com
BUT maybe i'll update once in bright pink moon ayer? okey nak jalan. KAY BYE.

oh baby baby,

2010-06-07T12:41:00.000+08:00

hi you. no tagboards its better than having one, right? "yeah. agree." heee -.-'
i'll be away til 12 june. i'm going overseas. ((((((((((((((((: excited? not really. i dont know why, but i just don't have the spirit. may my airG's make me smile later. i havent pack yet. such a idiot right? omg. i asked afew of my girls, they too, havent start packing. haiyo. i'm sick, for already 8 days. flu , flu , flu. okey shush. what else? ohyeah, family days rocks. ^^ fyi. i owned tumblr. its just fyi. okey okey. i have to go. i'm heading to tamp. for clothes & also stuffs for a week vacation. i'm missing my babies. text me before tuesday. PLEASE.
(((((((((((((: okay till here. much loves!

till here.

2010-06-06T14:21:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum. annyeong. hello.

Yo, i'm back. Okey lame. (Y) i went to Kampung Parit Bugis last week; first week of June holidays.

so tak perlu. (((((((: Okey. after that, i was sick for a week; fever yknw (",) i've been webcamming with Faiz these days, sungguh tak perlu. i dont know what to type already. i miss my six. i miss my classmate , okey that was awkward. i miss ncc. i miss my baby. i miss school. i miss my mum. i miss my dad. i miss drinking coke. i miss this naughty noisy minahrep fyqah. i miss babygee noisy deela. i miss that pem-bully Wah. i miss my shawt gurla Fena. woo. ^.^ okey baby. till here. woo. my tagboard its not for you to stuff your shits okay, dumb mr nice guy. blueeeek. v.v

if we ever meet again.

2010-05-02T19:38:00.000+08:00

" If there ever comes a day when we can't be together,keep me in you heart, I'll stay there forever. "

- n'zyn

i love them,

2010-04-25T15:19:00.000+08:00

I had the best & awesome saturday morning with this picture above, i love them all <3

I thought Flag Day gonna be boring, but actually not, thanks to 'em (:

& i had the fantastic dinner with Cousin @ Secret Recipe ~

Love it, Happy Birthday Nana Darling ^^

till here, xoxo .

2pm.

2010-04-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

2PM's comeback stage, is in April/May

- album ends at 22 April .

Lee Hyori,Rain,Mblaq,Big Bang,B2ST,2NE1,SS501 and etc,

all of the above, comeback stage In April/May !

Can't Wait, ahhhhhhhhh!

okey, moving on (:

Ncc? For my post, i get Attach Spec & Aeromodelling.

At first, i'm unhappy about it but on the second thought i really deserve this (:

I appreciate what ma'am put me as.

thanks to seniors and ma'am for putting me there ^^

Deela, don't cry kkay?

smile babe

^.^

Adilah Cousin, i da update, happy?

you little monster, xoxo .

i miss you.

2010-04-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

GAWDD, why is it so HARD? ):

gorgeous friends .

2010-04-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

Happy Anniversary to my dearest hotties <3

Fyqah & Rainy,

yan harap korang happy-happy on your day, okay? ^.^

oh-oh! Rainy, wait should i call you rainy? / matrepcine? / cine? or fyqah's hawtie?

hehehs, jage fyqah hor!, do not lose her (:

yan loves you hawtie people ! + wah + deela + kecik ♥

nothing compares to you .

2010-04-12T19:30:00.000+08:00

oh-ladies, much misses .

o4:11

♥

wooowee//

2010-04-11T18:42:00.000+08:00

i miss them .

Dila, so you know alrd right?

-.-' sheeeeeeeeeeeeesh .

you okay arld?

2010-04-10T12:46:00.000+08:00

All The Sweats Are Worth It,

& now waiting for Interview, oh snap ):

mrs dumbdumbdumb.

2010-04-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED :D i've put justin bieber's overboard into my cellphone, get it tomorrow, Fyqah & Wah <3 Ohyeah, that spammer, is just jealous. STUPIDDD .

study date,

2010-04-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

Hadi last minute plan study date with Deela & Rashid, gerek ♥ > Get bullied, fxck you! > Eastpoint > Homed > Fetch Adek > Pack uniforms for speech day ^^ > Ikut Mama gy kedai , makan , etc. > Homed .
will update more with pictures soon .

♥

dearest, iffah & irsyad .

2010-04-04T18:12:00.001+08:00

Firstly, Happy 15th Birthday! dearest Iffah,

Long Live! May you be always happy, ♥ you sister! - 4th April .

Maybe i won't see you in school or i maybe i would, hehe!

; Happy 15th Birthday, Dearest friend, Irsyad ! - 5th April .

Do enjoy your birthday! May God bless you with happiness in your future endavours and continue studying smart :D Have a splendid birthday, Irsyad ♥

PS: If you didnt get to read this wish in my blog,its okay, i will wish you in school then! See you tomorrow, ♥

i got caught, again!

2010-04-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

I fell during NDP training, ): it was so hot, i can't endure it any longer. I nearly faint but it didnt happen, allhamdulillah . Thanks to Christ Church Ma'am to get me cab, & i'm sorry for her, cause i made her suffered with me, sorry ma'am . Thanks Abg ♥ , Dila & Dillah ♥ for taking care of me . Hopefully this will happen once. Not gonna get sick, ever again, pray for me ^^

Fenaena Shawty, your sick ? Aww, get well real soon okay!

♥ you !

dead dead dead

2010-04-02T15:35:00.000+08:00

I'm listening to Justin Bieber feat Jessica Jarrell - Overboard .

its nice, addicting tho. ^^

Sports day was full of humorous jokes, I can't explained it neither i could describe it with words.

Thanks to Hafez & Min, i had a great day :D

MOVING ON.

My dear Qin went KL! did not bring me along, HMPH! ):

hate you! kidding! ~ Have a great time there, bring me nice souvenirs too.

i miss you, ^^

+-+

I've been thinking, have i changed?

change in what?

changed in attitude - either in a good way or bad way or both? or maybe I'm turning to a glossy bitch? or i didn't change at all? this is so frustrating. people all over me saying I'm changing and all,they all said,"whoa,yan you've changed." but when i asked "why?" they ignored and twist it into a different story

-.-

till here, xoxo.

^^

2010-03-31T20:20:00.000+08:00

Dear Jealousy , ...

is my love, your drug?

2010-03-31T18:47:00.000+08:00

i can't forget 'thunder'

awesome.greatest.the best of the best friend, stop thinking negatively kay?

i love you, as the awesome,greatest,the best of the best friend <3

yo dude, i love you.

2010-03-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

i've made a cute pinky promise with D. Stick to it, okay!?

PS: i love my babygirls, alot more than whoever <33

it hurts when you leave .

2010-03-29T20:20:00.000+08:00

Please Don't Go .

i love unnie !

2010-03-28T22:14:00.001+08:00

Happy 15 Birthday ,

unnie , i love you ♥

Don't think i've forgotten your birthday, deh?

May you be happy and always be double 'S' lima kosong satu's fan !

and Unnie, your not lonely? Your nomu nomu nomu lovelable dongsaeng, is here ^^

Be my unnie always aright? Promise? ^^

Unnie ! nduh, babo ~

*merongg~*

ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ

Happy Birthdaaaaaaaaaaaaay !

we're still sisters right?

2010-03-28T19:55:00.001+08:00

We don't lose friends , we learn to make Real one

- unnie.nadiasyarafina's

shorty,

2010-03-28T17:40:00.000+08:00

Forgive & Forget - is that a good way to end that problem? Being a middleperson, suck!

baby boo hoooooooo ~

2010-03-18T18:53:00.000+08:00

YAY! Done with Twitter & Blog, They said Class Outing will be during June? -.-"

super duper lambat! Felix Tan, plan it May?

cant wait cant wait can wait cant wait !

Oh GOSH, i miss my girls!

Deela, Wahhhhhhhhhh, Fyqaaaaaaaaah, Fafa!, Hanah,

^.^

2010-03-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

i miss D ..

lets go party!

2010-03-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

when's 2n2'o9 outing?

i miss you nice people .

2010-03-16T19:45:00.001+08:00

Wah's Birthday Wish ; ^^ 13 March , erm, Happy FourTeen Birthday ! ^^

We've been together for atleast, 2 years and 3 months and counting ..
Wished for better friendship and WE last long .
Will always be there for you, promised, you too okay?
Hey, uh, I Love You, thankyou for all your concern and your appreciation for everything i've done.
Your fourteen behave like one. HAHA, All the best for your future love, hehe, i mean your studies and everything, you do, i love you, love you & you know it. Happy birthday !

❤

PS: make sure to eat more carrots! its good for your eyesight!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~.

Alice In Wonderland, 3D was AWESOME, you know, they know, beautiful ladies knows !
thanks to them, i had a wonderful time, its a great memory! i extremely love 6hotstuffs, & i do love the beautiful ladies . Till here, bye.

stupid stupid slut shahrul .

2010-03-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

hmm,lets see, should i call you, Mr Nice Guy? Hmm, spammer? uhwait, ugly bitch dog the most ugliest slut i've ever seen? Stop wasting your time, visiting my blog, acting like one makcik kaypo! your so not needed, eee. i hate you, yes you, spammer! after asking you several times, you still act innocent, YOUR NOT ugly~ ugly ugly stalker, fyqah! HELP!!

for you and only you.

2010-03-12T23:27:00.004+08:00

to my dearest bestfriend, twinneh, sister, soul and everything ~

Nur Sri ~~rabbit~~ WAHYUNI! *big laughs!*

Happy FourTeen Birthday ! ^^

We've been together for atleast, 2 years and 3 months and counting ..

Wished for better friendship and WE last long .

Will always be there for you, promised, you too okay?

Hey, uh, I Love You, thankyou for all your concern and your appreciation for everything i've done.

Your fourteen behave like one. HAHA, All the best for your future love, hehe, i mean your studies and everything

you do, i love you, love you & you know it. Happy birthday !

❤

ran away.

2010-03-09T16:59:00.000+08:00

stupid.idiot.fuck.ugly.dork.shit.heartless. I'm okay? NO.

LOVE LOVE LOVE !

2010-02-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

everything is in place now, alhamdulillah.

Babygirls, guess what!? each of you girls got nickname, as in,

Fyqah DTKL, Wah Sepet, Fenaena Shawty, Deela Deebo, Hanah Star abey YAN?

Help me, get me a nickname too :D

ty ty , i love you ~

satu dua tige empat lima enam ~

2010-02-25T19:58:00.000+08:00

i'm writing here because i know we wont talk neither we text, do understand! :D i didnt know your this sensitive, i'm shocked. I'm not sure whether your pretending to be or you are pissed. I've been saying sorry, because i thought i've hurt you, senang kate i'm being rude, so yeah, thats why i'm sorry, your slightly older than me, by months & your like yknw, those words you like to say, what is it again? think of it. Its alright if you hate me and trying to not be friends. And, yeah its your fault too, by not understanding me :P I guess your mean-er than me, like really, and now i'm saying sorry for the last time,

p/s, your still my best-friend though.

come and go .

2010-02-21T16:39:00.000+08:00

pictures explained everything .

♥

2010-02-16T17:44:00.000+08:00

i love you, Siti Nurul Asyiqin .

Bestfriend? Nope, Boyf !

2010-02-15T20:42:00.000+08:00

Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay?

because of you .

2010-02-06T14:58:00.000+08:00

"seven, no more, no less, no one else" - junsu's

2010-01-30T14:01:00.001+08:00

truth or dare .

like one plus one equals two .

2010-01-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

i want to start afresh, like again & again .

hurt .

2010-01-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

i kept tempanging since an hour ago because i injured myself, i'm having a very very very bad muscle cramp, i gotta use bandage, or whatever it calls, i don't feel like going to school tomorrow, like seriously! Ohmo, its really aching!

its short.

2010-01-24T12:21:00.002+08:00

Thank you, ahdella ^^ I like it, alot. Stop fighting with the bloodyidiot, your young enjoy life. Eh, turun bedok ah, its always me yang turun Pasir Ris, mendaq ah. Haha, come here, Do text me :D I Miss R ^^

miss.

2010-01-10T15:59:00.000+08:00

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz, i miss you !

random.

2010-01-09T23:42:00.001+08:00

I'm into IU now (: Unnnie ah, saranghaee. haahh !

<3

2010-01-06T18:12:00.002+08:00

I'm In Love .

big sigh .

2010-01-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

I still can't tahan in the new enviroment, i don't know why, i'll feel very very strange, though its only second day, hopefully, i'll get along with my new classmates, hope so, ohyeah, i'll remember what my senior said, "you will be brave one day .." but hey, when? if only i have magic powers! *screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam .

i miss my babos!

2010-01-04T21:37:00.001+08:00

im not feeling well, Ms Hang, i dont wanna go to school tomorrow can? Today,i was innocent . being in a new enviroment, doesnt feel good. I miss my old mates, alot. Hearing laughters from 'em , it reminds me of twontwo, i was happy they recognise me, call out my name, so sweet of you guys, but still, lets have a longer chat, really missed twontwo, Haniz, do me a favour, plan something, lets go out. & Finally met, my ladies, you six girls are even hotter, hopefully tomorrow would be better. ((:

you and i together, it just feels alright ..

2010-01-02T13:50:00.000+08:00

I am sleepy, hopefully i'll be able to sleep early tomorrow. please extend holidays, I don't wanna go school, still scared. i've been watching & listening Korean movies, drama and music too much, till i cant speak malay or english properly, i'm such a fool. But i just can't resist it, they are much hotter and cuter ((: i wish i can adapt with the new enviroment in school on Monday, well, it will be awkward, i've been separated with 'em, the sweeties. Aww, only god knows what will happen afterwards. twozeroten, please be friendly. Now, i'm addicted to 2ne1, Park Bom, solo song, you and i love it. So hey, i've nothing to talk about, pray for me so on Monday it wont be awkward, well, maybe nextyear i'll be quiter than 2oo9, its just that i can't adapt in a new enviroment, and well, worst case, getting separated from loves one )): 2o1o please be friendly. & lastly, text me text me text me oh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan !

2010

2010-01-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year (:

boo ya !

2009-12-28T21:41:00.002+08:00

interview was, "ohmygod!" that was the pre-interview, there will be, an actual interview soon. Ahhhh, stressed !

mati ):

2009-12-27T16:53:00.001+08:00

i'm dead, dead dead dead !

s c a r e d.

2009-12-26T01:17:00.003+08:00

S C A R E D N E R V O U S !
~.~ i need HUGs ):
dearest, my prepaid low. So anything, call my house fone (:

scared nervous ):

2009-12-25T16:31:00.002+08:00

INTERVIEW ON MONDAY !
i am scared i am nervous i am hopeless i am helpless ):

please cure me ..

2009-12-23T15:48:00.003+08:00

i just came back from Bedok Poly, i'm having fever, and stomach flu. He gave me one day mc cause he said, the pills hes giving me is quite strong. And if this becoming worse, i have to go back to the doctor, sad, i hate it when i'm sick ): to myself, get well soon ! i wanna eat my pills, then i wanna have a rest, takecare everyone.

oppa oppa oppa oppa

2009-12-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

i've been watching idol magnae rebellion these days. They are so damn cute, especially Jinwoon!
faster make a comeback, oppa! :D i've been having fever and bad stomach flu since yesterday, due to that, i cant make it for tomorrow training ): i really wanna go but i'm sick. i'm sorry cadets, seniors. Raihaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan, you little chicky bitch scandalious person i met but still kau cute ah bodoh nak mampus! Amek kau :D

2009-12-22T17:41:00.003+08:00

love, meet me there, pasir ris, 740! i'll be waiting<3

get well soon, yan! <3333

bersama-sama <3

2009-12-20T21:48:00.006+08:00

Sister is probably the most competitive relationship within the family, but once the sisters are grown, it becomes the strongest relationship. We went through ups and downs together and we overcome it together. I love you sisters ♥

HAPPY (finally) FOURTEEN-th Birthday :D

2009-12-20T00:07:00.003+08:00

Izian.smallboy! , your fourteen today, yay! Happy 14th Birthday, May God bless you with happiness in your future endavours and continue studying smart! You've been such a good friend., Lastly, I hope our friendship will remain alive even we're going the same class next year. Have a splendid birthday Izian♥ !

loves ♥, assalamualaikum .

HAPPY (finally) FOURTEEN-th Birthday :D

2009-12-19T23:46:00.004+08:00

Izian.smallboy! , your fourteen today, yay! Happy 14th Birthday, May God bless you with happiness in your future endavours and continue studying smart! You've been such a good friend., Lastly, I hope our friendship will remain alive even we're going the same class next year. Have a splendid birthday Izian!

loves ♥, assalamualaikum .

i love sisterloves<3

2009-12-18T20:20:00.002+08:00

We are, each of us angels with only one wing, and we can fly by embracing one another.

babo babo babo babo !

2009-12-18T01:52:00.005+08:00

i love him i love him i love him i LOVE him i love him i love him i love him
i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him
i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him
nichkhun buck horvejkul ♥ , he's cute, has a hot body, he owned a special wink!
He's from 2PM♥ & he is a thai-american/thai-chinese, whatever it is, he's my boyfriend-wannabe! <3 . Hopefully, 2pm will plan to go on Asia Tour, then do come S'pore! Hottest are the best (: & i'm one of the members of Hottest ♥
I wanna go Korea,South Korea (: Ohyeah, to my beloved cousin, Syiqin, Get Over Him (: you know what i mean. Till here, assalammualaikum .

xoxo.

2009-12-17T13:22:00.002+08:00

was sleeping silently, till my fone rang, it was a message from, someone . To someone, do takecare when your there.Bestfriends, i'm sorry, i cant make it on the 2oth,so sorry. And Nadia, thank you (: now, i can download the songs and videos, i want :D terima kasey <3

2009-12-15T18:16:00.002+08:00

qin, i miss you already, text me when Nazera is back! i've been sleepingover Qin's house at Pasir Ris. its was hellafun! i cant describe it, hahas. cure your lappy okey qin. i've got nothing else to say. bye .

nichkhun buck horvejkul <3

2009-12-07T00:45:00.003+08:00

i lost my ezlink after the Cameron Highlands Trip.
that's why i cant go out, do understand !
won't be updating much, for, a week
for a week,i'll be with my lesbian partner, Qin (doubleyeah!)
love&respect, do support, 2PM :D
i miss, fyqah,dila,wahyuni,fena,hanah! ):
& prepaid low ):

Till here then. Assalamualaikum (:

shazawani, they won!

2009-12-04T19:15:00.002+08:00

- [chansung,taecyeon,nichkhun,junho,wooyoung,junsu! <3]

*jumpscreamjumpscreamjump!* 2PM wins k-chart with Heartbeat on Music Bank, today! (double) ohyeah! Congrats hotties . ohdear, jaybeom oppa, do comeback ! okey, moving on .. today? not much stuff happen, just keep watching korean channels. i miss, sisterloves): especially, those sweet six . i cant go out, i dont know why. & ohyeah, tomorrow, im going malaysia, but one day only. till here, byebye, assalammualaikum (:

heartbeat!

2009-12-03T23:08:00.002+08:00

getting my popcorn& drinks ready,can't wait for midnight movie(s) marathon with familia! took some test, well, about Orienteering & it was, quite difficult. i hope i pass, anyways, i pass my silverwing-course, happy happy:D.okey, no use writing everything here, no one reading. Alright, goodbye& have a nice rest. & oh, Do Listen To 2PM's song,HeartBeat,my favorite song, well no doubt, south koreans singers are hot!

i cant forget it.

2009-12-03T02:03:00.000+08:00

again & again & again & again & again

2PM ,all the way !

2009-11-30T18:03:00.004+08:00

i dont update much about daily life here. In here, i'll just type things in mind or some nice lyrics . and yeah, nowdays, i'm attracted to korean songs. its really nice, well much ballad songs, it smooth my heart though i dont really understand most of the songs, lyrics,uh, nevermind. while surfing, i came up to this blogger, she wrote alots of poem about (mostly) korean singers. well, i'll end today post with this sweet poem by Lisa Tang .

`A heart so pure and full of love
That it shimmers more brilliantly than gold

A smile so bright and genuine
That laughter erupts from the soul

Though a man of few words, possessing a character like no other
You’ve touched me deeply with the little gestures you showed

I’m thankful for all the times we’ve shared
And the precious memories you’ve bestowed

till here, byebye !

LOST .

2009-11-30T03:39:00.002+08:00

" Right now, I felt like giving up.
The dreams I had of my younger days
of love was to be thrown away when
a nice person, a kind person was all I looked for.
That's when you came along. "

너만 사랑햐

2009-11-29T20:42:00.003+08:00

" 너만 사랑햐 "

너만 사랑햐

2009-11-29T20:42:00.000+08:00

너만 사랑햐

take note.

2009-11-26T02:17:00.003+08:00

lovely, will be using blogger, by next month or next week, i'm really busy this holidays, & i've changed my email for MSN, ersatzlove@hotmail.com, do add . foryourinfor, ersatz - is not a name, it has it own meaning. For Blogger, dearjealousy@hotmail.com, i'm really busy, i'm so sorry, Takecare everyone .

2009-11-08T01:40:00.002+08:00

wtv it is, i love today (:

fifteen.

2009-11-06T22:41:00.002+08:00

its been a long time, i know. didnt update because, i was in camp & my comp spoilt. In this post, will be about camp & results. Camp, camelot. It was a memorial one, i love it. its very different than lastyear, more freedom, instructors is so amaazing. Oke done. Results, i'll be going 3N4, i cant believe. it makes me sad, im being separated with sisterloves. but on the brighter side, i got promoted and results is, getting better. lovely people kept complaining to me like, why are they in 3n4, i only can answer, though your in 3N4 your not dumb, its just the combination,this is exactly what Ms Law told me. talking about that, tomorrow class pit (: i'll be helping out i guess. WILL be missing them,obviously ):

2009-10-20T19:52:00.001+08:00

Heyheyhey! Qin is here.

Izyan will be MIA-ing from this site for the meantime. Her computer is down for now. So, anything just leave her a text in her mobile phone aye. :D!

- Qin!

eoy!

2009-10-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

i'm in a rush now, so i shall sum it all up. i went school with <3s. i did my endofyear english paper1. get a breakfast with Haniz Nadia Faz<3. went back school then have a little chat with Madam ifa? efa? i forgot with sisterloves<33. met her daughter which is my junior in primary school-.-! i've linked Acap, wait, what should i call you? retard? acap? ahha! then something happened then went library. did a good job(: studied malay suratkirimantidakrasmi format, stress _|_! tmr taking malay paper, sian! i'm scared, so nervous, i wanna cry, so nervous. love, wish me luck, thankyou (: now its midnight. i need to sleep before hanah will nag, coz she hate! my blackring, which is the big eyebag, okey, nite, assalamualaikum.

saye kembali lagi .

2009-10-03T13:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday- training, crappy nak mampus! and goodnews! this year, cca oversea we're heading to Cameron Highlands! (: Moving on, yesterday was the worst day for someone, kesian die, is all jantans the same? [confirm not all kan?] dumbdumb. Oke, and oh, im back to blogger, onsugar is processing. Acap! whats ur link? (: in a few mins time, i'm off to toilet, wanna mandi then then siap then chiaao :D , oke, i wanna go now. assalamualaikum (:

note :

2009-09-16T22:11:00.001+08:00

- me love, Minho <33 saye suke saye suke!

Note : deleting blogger soon (: which means i wont be blogging like i use to. Will be moving to onsugar.com. but i will be updating on blogger(sometimes) :D Hope you all understand, thankyou.Till here, assalamualaikum.

shityshityshit!

2009-09-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

its hard for me think about anything now, if you were me, i guess you'll tell me "im letting this go, lets be apart. i cant take this any longer" but hey, i wont do that yo, i'm pissed!

i miss atuk so much ):

2009-09-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

Last night, i took 1 hour to do mysmalldearestHesyam's blog, and now its Done (yay) For me its quite cute, for him, sorry ehq kalau girlish or whatsoever, i do it with my effort taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaau {!!}Okay today, hari best (: gave Fyqah's present , she so cute ;

Me - fyqah, nah *hand-in her present* (she stands) Happy B'lated Birthday (: *smile widewide*

Fyqah - *screams* awww, thankyou thankyou yan, thankyou! *gave me a warm little hug*

Me - hehehe, *hug back* eh, takmo shake, takmo goncang, takmo guess, takmo bukak tau!

Fyqah - heehehe, okok (: *wah snatched it away from her*

Fyqah - oi! kau peh? aku pey? haahh!

Wah - *muke decent* kau punyeeer.

then we all laughed. So cute! haah, on parade square lagi cute.

someone came down our row with a cute little *urgggh!*, cute benar dok, huhu.

Fafa came then she saw the paper bag then she grabbed the paper bag, took out Fyqah's pressie then keep the Paper Bag safe because like she said, "lawa sak bag ni, aku nak!, ade pink pink*gave a cute little smile*" which makes Wah said "hah! present kau!*laughs*" cute arhh narry (: i likey likey likey today :DD && after school, the best, okay , not really the best but hey i met Zhakiraaaaaah (!screams like madcow!) Omg, da lamer seeyh, before that meet Fiyanty, shes getting prettier, we smile only. back to zhakirah, shes cute, i was in the toilet with Fyqah doing our hair then suddenly i heard someone called my name , "izyaan......" in a very cute voice! i turned , and it was Zhaaaaaakirah! i miss her, we were once bestfriend, shes the one who calm me down and said good words to me but something happened in between, had a fight, no more bestfriend but friends ): but hell yes! i treat her as my bestfriend, da lamer da anggap (: Zhakirah, yan sayang kamu (!!) lets meet again, again again. Haahaha! i lovey today. Okaay, then something happen, but Zhakirah overcome it! then about 2.50 i rushed to Primary School, took my adekadek with Aunty Biah then i saw saw saw i saw Weijian, er, what can i say? my primary school? ahyes, my primary school-mate -.-! Okay whateverrrr. while waiting for adekadek, Hidayat, my little bro's bestfriend, he so cute! i call him kuching cos he look like cat .

he ran to me - eh kak! da lamer tak jumpe, dayat rindu laa (: *smacks my hands, so manjee! Hari Rayais coming, looking forward to visit Atuk's kubur, i miss him soooooooooo much , miss him more than my boyfriend ): , really i do. Shall end with this, whatever, whenever, and whoever i'm here with, your the one i'm thinking of. && i want to hug Ally ): i tak nampak her tadi, sad shyt. saye mahu hug esok.

Till then, Assalammualaikum.

fifteen!

2009-09-13T01:33:00.000+08:00

my blog is done/ no my music is getting on my nerve! it load so slow. slowpoke,fuckfuck! perhaps tomorrow or whenever i'm free, i'll be posting about this oneweek holiday, and theres alot of overdue pictures to be post. Sadly, i'm not always free yknw, so will be posting frequently but i'll try my best to post daily. oneweek holiday so stressing, really. theres alot of things i need to do, very tight schedule. Next week is so gonna be worse,

Monday - at night, busy.
Tuesday - afternoon, settle home-econ stuff.
Wednesday - afternoon, will be veryvery busy.
Thursday - afternoon - night, busy.
Friday - maybe will be having training then at night, very busy.

all the busy stuff, i dont wanna post here. On thursday, one the 9th of September, sent nenek go for her checkups with favorite happy pills <333333,then we got some time we watched Syurga Cinta, oh, i love iqmal, he so cute! go watch, you'll never regret & for more, read my favoritebaby's blog, Syiqin it is. Friday morning i did choco chips, at night, pickup little brother, he came back from Aussie & he bought me so cute things, i took pictures but blogger so being a bitch, i cant upload, fuckass. yeahs, as usual i have no words to type now but only this, - if you have any problems, you could tell me than giving them the sad-face that people thought we're fighting, please do that, thank you.

assalammualaikum.

stupid blog.

2009-09-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

today, sent nenek for her checkups at Sgh with my lovely pills <33333333 i love you, bitches. Blog is a bitch. People save your tags, thankyou. Blog is so not done. I'm so pissed! Bye! assalammualaikum.

onsugar.com

2009-09-10T01:29:00.000+08:00

i miss my younger brother so much ): its been 4 days hes away, in Austrialia. This friday, we gonna take him back home and then he will start his notorious attitude again -.- If you have Private Bloggy, and if only you want to link me, my email for private bloggy is - dearjealousy@hotmail.com && If you dont wanna link me, i dont really care, assholes. Blogger is a bitch! i cant even upload pichas, eeeyer. i hate blogger nowadays, now people are changing to onsugar.com , perhaps i should join up too (: And yes, tomorrow i'm meeting my lovely pills, hell can't wait. Till here, assalammua'laikum.

blame pms pms, really.

2009-09-09T00:51:00.000+08:00

On the Eight of September, Yesterday the candle factory burned down so Today everybody just stood around and sang "Happy Birthday." DearestFena, happy 14th, really hope you received my message, this friendship will last and your relationship will be like, forever, takecare, love <3

Its Nine of September, and its Zhakirah's 14 birthday, its late at night now, i know but still i remembered you. A nice sweet friend i met during primary school. those fights and insulting i had already kept it in the diary. I miss you, ohyes i do. i cant seem to erase our good times and our friendship as its the sweetest memories. Happy 14 to you, my dear. lets meet up real soon, pretty please, takecare mydear <3

And yes, i'm having which means i can't fast, because i can't. Actually, i don't know why, chey. Because of periods, my mood changes, which is really irritating. yes, pms i mean. i can't seem to know what is my feeling now. really piss-ing me off ! Why girls must have this kind of stuff -.- Whatever, -.- On thursday which is the 10th of September, i need to send granny to Hosp for her checkups so i'm bringing along Syiqin & maybe Deelah, her little sister since she persuading me to. I really hope they can go, if you girls tagging along, its 1pm at Nenek's house please, its better if you come earlier, theres alot i need to share with you, especially Qin <333333 i miss you so much, you know how much i love you kan? haha! but i know you love me double .So till here, i'll end my post with this, i'm being sarcastic i know, but i swear i didnt have any intentions to do that. Its just natural, and i blame pms. yes, i know it suck. Till here, assalammua'laikum.

i wanna be a Typical Princess.

2009-09-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

(this picture is f-ugly,really.)

So, Hi!

I'm "partying" with nenek(only) kat rumah now since there's no one else except us.

Like she's my queen & i'm her princess, hahaah, joke! After watching Princess (somethingsomething) Programme i kept berangan-ing & i don't know why, like i shioksendiri because of that i talk-ed to Hakimi like a princess (onthefone) / from the start -

hakimi - yan! Hello.

me - well hello,nice to meet you.

hakimi - (blurred) takmo nak act princess eh giler.

me - kau cam tahutahu jer? haha. kau pun tgok eh? haha,kay best! && eh, excused me, imma princess, you cant talk to me like that.

hakimi - tgok ah siao! fuck aah! ape aku heran? okoklaa, sorry mydear princess!

me - well, mr hakimi, dont call me that, for your info i'm refering to 'mydear', its SO TAK PERLU!

hakimi - okok laaa! aku nak bualbual ngan kau laa giler!

me - alright, start talking, my friend.

hakimi - okok princess!

& our conversation starts / now in the end.

hakimi - yan! yan! yan!(shouting(veryloud)

me - what the hell?

hakimi - dearestfriend, i mean princess, i have to go i need to haish! malas uh nak bual2 cam prince, haha wtf. aku kena bla ah! aku ade tuition ah!

me - hhaha! oklaaa, apek. bye.

hakimi - apek? tak baik sey kau! byeeeebye uh! hakimi syg yan as a princess hah! no! as a friend.

me - haah, yelah! yan pun (: okok. Bye.

hakimi - you put down the fone.

me - alright! (put down)

cute eh die. hah! hopefully this friendship will stay forever. Hes going overseas to study more soon, real soon. i hope your reading this apek. hahha! kiter kawan only okay, people out there dont get it wrong! i'm owned okay. Hakimi pun owned (: kan apek. I've known him biler kat madrasah thats was er, pri time? i forgotten, ahah. I'm glad i met him, his nice, too nice already. Hhaha! takmo kembang eh babs. haaah! now my mama kat geylang , mama i nak hotdog cheese!, please. Wah told me yan g she has Science remedial tomorrow & why my class takde eh? Cikgu pikir ape sey. wtv ah -.- er yeah , I'm deleting Tagged & Friendster and maybe Facebook , i'm bored with it already, macam no life la gitu. Msn is cracking me up! grrrr. & Read This, And I don’t want this love to feel like a battlefield, Why does love always feel like a battlefield, I guess you better go and get your armor! i asked my friend whats the meaning of this (while we were listen to this song) & she said , (for example-) she dont want her love to feel like betrayed & feel like your love being forced. And she wants to end the love & macam break ah gitu! And after she said that , i was like oh okay. && yes, Whatever decision i made, half of it i followed my mind and half of it i followed my heart theres a huge part of it asking me to let it go, thats all i hafta say, i dont to keep it inside already, i'm letting this go. i dont know why but being a photographer is unique, weird la me. Now me missing me sisterloves & ofcos <3 , and me missing me gorgeousayamgoreng, Ally. & now me cant wait to eat me Hotdog Cheese! ~~Me sleepingover rumah makciq at woodlands, like whole family~~! Let's make things Right! i'm outta here. Bye!

prankers over spammers

2009-09-07T00:00:00.001+08:00

i am very tired. i do the laundry. i do the home chores. i followed mama buy paint(s). i paint for a while then went back to the paint shop to buy more paint(s). homed,i scrape off the paints which is already dry. i scrape more and over and over and over again till its clear white. i vacuum-ed. i do more homechores. At night i followed abg buy food at Mac's. And now, house paint-ed, everything else is cleared and cleaned! Currently, chatting with Syiqin,
ϟSYIQINϟ says:
i got some asshole calling me
-.
-
bobual world.
kimak
geram sia
yaaaaaaan! says:
what he said ?
ϟSYIQINϟ says:
i dont know
they talk
change peopl
then
first call
cakap namer wan
beh
cakap
per
maen nan dier
aku cam
kau saper siak
kimak.
then aku letak
second time
call aku
angkat
aku tanyer
beh dah gitu
dier cakp
aper
yaaaaaaan! says:
cnfrim budak budak die uh siao!
ϟSYIQINϟ says:
you dah maen nan dier
aku cam
siak uh
aku letak
tdrg call lagik.
beh
aku angkat
aku tanhyer
beb dier cakp
i yang maen nan you
aku cakap
saper sak
tukar org
beh
this guy
cakap
dier bob marsiling
aku cam
wtf!
yaaaaaaan! says:
lagi? walaneh
confirm nye budakbudak diee .
ϟSYIQINϟ says:
ahaha1
tu uh
beh
aku dgr
org nyanyi
background
macam suare him.
yaaaaaaan! says:
siao!
cnfirm nyer
membermember diee
ϟSYIQINϟ says:
tu uh
yaaaaaaan! says:
haha! kentalansss, zaman biler sey drg nak prank call prank call!

its like yeah , zaman biler nak prankprank? bloody shit!
stop seeey perangai Hiimmmmm! Jumpe jeer la, nak prankprank,fuck ah!
ass hole shit. Kay bye!

yangoodgirl,ofcos!

2009-09-02T21:22:00.000+08:00

so,hi :D Buka was so yummy,i mkn dua ayam,not ayamgoreng but ayam rendang (i'm the cooker,yknw). then i polished my boots with abng's help,macey eh,skrg da shinyy,syg abng! & Now,i'm all alone together with lil.sister,watching S'pore Idol,sungguh merepeek eh,tak suke,tak suke! whatodo,adek nak watch (grrr..) so,i main computer and makan chocolate while chatting with Aikael,bestfriend and that idiot.

to dearest Ally, yersyg,yan makan ubat,takan tak makan,nanti takley join adek go makan ayam goreng andand collect manymany babatsbabats^^,Yes,i dtg skolaa besok,cnfirm nyer,psl nak hug dari yan nyer favorite babat,ayamgoreng,bonchet,littlehotadek,Ally,takleey lepas nyer<3

i belum gosok my uniform yet , adek's uniform , ncc's uniform & belum pack bag , belum make bed belum habiskan chocolate. ayooyoo ): I nak buat semue bende tuuh , i dont wanna do blogger for now / So yeah , if your online , please chat ngan yan , i'm bored ! Kkay ah byee .Girl , you so jahat , its good i tell him the truth , i tak suke bohongbohong ni seme , dosa tau . Takmo tudoh yan sembarang okay . Byee .

aku ketahuan bohong

2009-09-02T18:31:00.000+08:00

Blogger is so being a bitch! i cant even upload picture (grrrr!) what , blogger pun ade pms? grrrrrrrrr. Whatever! , moving on. I'm getting better now but not my voice,having bad sore throat,its the worst sore throat i had ): Today,woke up around 10 && received a message from bestfriend<3 - Get Well Soon ! :D Hehees !.thanks bestfriend! i reply back and she asked me to call,ohyeah, i called and <333 answered,i miss you so much,really then i talked to yasser,syafiq,fena,fyqah,wah but not hanah ): sorry bestfriend,i was in a rush , nak gy toileet9: Then i continue editing blogger,and suddenly danish messaged me - Why never come? Haha. Later amarpal class i have to survive on my own ): Haha! come back faster!! sometimes you have to survive on your own yo<3 i messaged Dila too , and now chatting with dearest classmate(s) DAizuddin,Iffah and more. i think i wanna try onsugar.com it looks more modern and more cool. now like i'm waiting for dearest ayam goreng to online , eh ayam , faster online ): i miss chatting with you ! && my cousin pun tak online eeyeeer ): i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored . what to do what to do what to do ! my stommy is hungry ): I miss fyqah , wah , hanah , dila , fena , small , acap , ica , bhy<3 , acap , shafiq , syafiq , yasser , syiqin , mydearestAyamgoreng , geek , ncc , darlene , dilah , bla , bla , bla ): so bored . okeeh , i'm off now , nak help mummy with buka (: okeeokeeh , bye .

t'chers day .

2009-08-31T23:17:00.000+08:00

i've been searching for blog skins since just now , but every skin is bullshitxsscxsxz ! Whatever , moving on .Today was gerek . best part , modern dance , can see dearest babatoz dance , cute la her <3 , syg babatoz , i'm refering to you , dearest Ally . i wanna hug you like again , but it seems we've been hugging almost everyday , iloveyou smallbabatoz :D && Mr Derek voice was hot ! , Mr Poh was cool :D lovelove mr derek :D After all those cutecutestuffs , i went home , then mama asked me gy clinic , and doctor gave me 3 days Mc! Many humans went back to Primary school , not for me , cos , i dont feel like going , its like wasting time although i miss my loveydovey ): Sorry dearest , meet up somewhere soon eh . Ohyeah , Common Test results were out ! Andand hellyeah , i passed , english , maths , history :DDD Happyhappymeeee! \m/ , waited for the bus with Aniz and Faz , while waiting , suddenly ,

Mark ask me : amciam kau ngan syiqin ?
Me : *blurrr* heh? okay ?
Mark : nono wrong , kau ngan _____ ?
Me : haha , beh asal ?
Mark : kau always kacau syiqin eh ?
Me : apesal eh ? die complain ? kentaaals !
Mark : a'ah , she complained , not kental okay!
Me : aah kay !
Mark : when eh ?
Me : when what ? you mean , oh , er , eh! bus da dtg , kaay bye!
Mark : oi izyan !
Me : ahkay , bye !

This idiotic . same mcm syiqin :D hahaa! , syiqin syiqin , complain eh ? bodoh! haah , i miss you ler ass . that time taknak dtg , stuped . next time , dtg uh ! , okay im bored now , so bored . no more words to type now , ahkay , bye !

s i c k ):

2009-08-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

im in the no mood for blogger now. i'm having bad sore throat,coughing since sahur this morning. Sad or whut! for sure,i'll be going to school tomorrow. hopefully,tomorrow i'll be better,insyallah, currently chatting with Syiqin and searching for new skin,this skin is very i dont know how to describe. Alright,i guess i wanna have a rest . Its been hours i've been sneezing,coughing,it suck. I'm off now. Bye readers.

this cute thing , will last .

2009-08-29T16:21:00.000+08:00

I Miss You , like so much <3

^^!

2009-08-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

Science Test was , easy ^^ , i love e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-electricittyy :D After school , was so (fillintheblanks!) ): thanks to someoneeee ): neeh , yan tak marah , yan knows korangkorang busybusy , yan understand :DDD next time laa kkay ? Then semuee da tak jadi , me , dila watched yasser's clique main takraw , kelakar or whut! && you stop it ehq tariktarik seluar , tating yknw . thenthen , they went home , me,dila , study fer maths , then we did something ^^ , thenthen , met Yasmin and kak Syidah , then lepaklepak skejap then , we headed to ep with Fyqah<3 . kecohkecoh things happened . okaaay then , 4plusplus , we went home . Now , currently , packing up things for Training! , whilee chatting and listening to music . Okey , i'm bored . ` jangan psl kau , aku pun kehilangan Fyqah , like i said , no one gonna lose her (: i love Malay period , its fun with fena<3,hanah<3,wah<3,dila<3,dyliah,shafiq,yasser & <3 and the rest , oh,imissit! randomrandom . I'm boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed .

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh!

2009-08-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

funny funny day , today . I dont know why , but walking with Dila , i'm the one who always gets so paiseh .
hahaahaha , f laa dilaaa! , haah . Literature was , easy , okay arh . Tomorrow paper is Science , can't study , cos i left my file in class , its either i lost it or i left it ): no , hope its in class ! After school , was fun with Mr.G (: , had remedial with him at 3 , before that , temankan Dila go amek Textbook kat rumah die , took 38 with Hanah . Then , 2 sillystupididioticveryverydumb things i did . *wont type it out. Dila , shutyourmulut , please , thankyou <3 Then , came back to school , met Danish and Justin so hangout with them , bestbest! then , at Block G , we saw , Emir and Syafiq*sorry , i tak tahu spell your name :p - then dila went wild . We went backup to class , then , we went down again ; go toilet . I made another hilariousstupid thing again , which makes Dila laugh non-stop *grrrr. After that , remedial starts , we studied alot with Mr.G . After That , went ep with Danish and Justin , hilaaaaaaaaaaaaaarious people , bfore that , bfore we turun , and go out of ep , i made them laugh like shit! asss theeem! , okok , stuped me . I hope , these laughters will not be spread >.i Forgive you , very long time ago . Yeah , no one gonna lose her (: awak pun , jage dier hor , takecare <3
im out of words! , byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! && ______ , don't be too emotional kkay ? I'm here for you (: jangan pikir macammacam kkay ? let bygones be bygones , lupekan the past jer la youh . dont pikir too much , pikir 'bout me <33 , saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayangyouh!

2009-08-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

Today , i had 3 papers to go through , Malay in morning - quite complicated as i really dont some words in malay , so Dila help me , since shes infront of me , we had a sneaky convo in class ,

Me : Dila , whats rule in malay ?

Dila : rule ? ape bende ?

Me : rule ! , like (errr..) follow this rule , blabla , lincah i'm left with 12 minutes!

Dila : (in a rush) wait eh wait , er , praturan ?

Me : praturan ? wtff ?

Dila : Oh! Peraturan! , okay , you left with 10 minutes , lincah !

Me : shuddup! stop making me nervous laaah!

(silence..)

Dila : okok , 7 minutes! lincaaaaaaah!

then , she laugh all the way ! So , i cepatcepat write , then 2 minutes before we hand up , i finished it up already which makes my hand felt numb cos i write too cepat :|

at 1.3Opm , History/Geo papers ; history is not that bad , geography , i'm sure i'll fail :|

Then after that , meet sisterloves<3 as usual , with babylove<3 , talktalktalk with <3 then , we walk out the school , then i thought we could chat longer but bus arriveeeeed (!@#$$%%^^&*) , takpe eh youh , there is tomorrow kankan! In the bus , so hilarious ! thanks , eh , fena and acap , you really make my day (: Then , dropped at bedok , Wahyuni needs to meet her mama , while me and fyqah chill kat library , acap,fena went somewhere. Fyqah was very hilarious , lagylagy in toilet and yknw iknw , Haha! I went home , mama told me she say Wah and Family , she said , Wah is the prettiest in the family . Then i mandi , studystudy! , then its buka time! then after buka help mama buy some stuffs , then , now , here i am , blogging! Booooooreeed .

ohhyeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah before i forget . Girl (sec1) , langkah mayat aku dulu , baru dapat number dier,gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatal -.-!

To Ashraf Emeir ,

thanks for your concern yeah ,

promise still a promise kaan ?

everything is cleared for now , so ,

thaaaaaaaank you .